Saturday, October 31, 2026

'O Cross that liftest up my head'

I had to watch the Ohio State-USC game in its disappointing entirety tonight (they lost 18-30). I work every single Saturday from 9-5 so I hardly ever get to see a college football game on TV that I actually really want to watch.

When I turned the game on at 7:30 my mom was still sitting on the front stoop with her bags of M&Ms, Snickers and Reese's cups for any Halloweeners.

As she's done many times before on or around Halloween, she retold the story of how my dad once took us kids trick-or-treating in his Cadillac, dropping us off and picking us up on different residential blocks in my hometown of Akron. I was only five at the time and my mom never fails to mention that the whole thing was very embarrassing to my grandmother. My mom always says something like, "He just could never do things the way normal people did."

I hate to announce another postponement but, alas, I'm still working on new piece that sort of ties together my thoughts/observations about my recent 3-night visit to NYC, where I lived from 1999-2007. In meantime, here's a post from 2023 with very high readership numbers: 


A classic hymn from 1882, O Love That Wilt Not Let Me Go, was written by George Matheson in only 5 minutes! 

Scottish-born Matheson (1842-1906) was the eldest and brightest of eight children. He graduated from Glasgow University (where he studied Classics, Logic and Philosophy) with first-class honors at the age of 19!

The tragedy for him was that even as he was completing his studies he was rapidly going blind from an incurable condition. To make his trial tougher, his marriage engagement to a fellow student he'd fallen in love with was nullified by her after she learned of his impending blindness. 

"Her blunt answer came to him with the force of a dagger to his heart, 'I do not want to be the wife of a blind man,' she said – and with that they parted," says an online profile from a Baptist church in Derbyshire, U.K.

"Years later the memory of that rebuff came flooding back on the evening of his sister’s wedding (who was his caretaker but would not be going forward due to her marriage) and he recalls the pain of that night as he tells how it was on that occasion that he penned his most famous hymn:

“ 'My hymn was composed in the manse of Innellan on the evening of the 6th of June, 1882, when I was 40 years of age. I was alone in the manse at that time. It was the night of my sister’s marriage, and the rest of the family were staying overnight in Glasgow. Something happened to me, which was known only to myself, and which caused me the most severe mental suffering.

'The hymn was the fruit of that suffering. It was the quickest bit of work I ever did in my life. I had the impression of having it dictated to me by some inward voice rather than of working it out myself. I am quite sure that the whole work was completed in five minutes, and equally sure that it never received at my hands any retouching or correction.

'I have no natural gift of rhythm. All the other verses I have ever written are manufactured articles; this came like a dayspring from on high.'

"It was through the deep trials of illness and desertion that George Matheson had come to place all his trust and hope in the love of God in Jesus Christ as his Saviour. From then on, despite his blindness, he had resolved to study Theology and Christian History and to enter the Christian ministry.

Matheson went on to preach and "wrote a number of books on spiritual matters which proved popular with contemporary Christians. His ministry and writings came to the attention of Queen Victoria and when in Scotland she invited him to preach at Balmoral. She also had one of his sermons, on the Book of Job, published.

"In 1886 he moved to Edinburgh, where he became minister of St. Bernard’s Parish Church for 13 years. It was here that his chief work as a preacher was done.

"George never did marry but he continued to prove the truth of his hymn, that there was a love that would never let him go – the love of Christ for the sinner."

The hymn lyrics:

1.  O Love that wilt not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee;
I give thee back the life I owe,
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be.

    2.  O light that foll'west all my way,
I yield my flick'ring torch to thee;
My heart restores its borrowed ray,
That in thy sunshine's blaze its day
May brighter, fairer be.

    3.  O Joy that seekest me through pain,
I cannot close my heart to thee;
I trace the rainbow through the rain,
And feel the promise is not vain,
That morn shall tearless be.

    4.  O Cross that liftest up my head,
I dare not ask to fly from thee;
I lay in dust life's glory dead,
And from the ground there blossoms red
Life that shall endless be.

Friday, October 30, 2026

Lauren Hutton has nothing on me (my new hobo look)

I've now got a big gap where my front tooth was taken out but I could not be more relieved after 8 days of dealing with the tooth in its increasingly dilapidated state.

The dental assistant I first encountered this morning started out by saying, "All right, let's see what's going on," but then, as soon as I opened my mouth for her, she said, "Okay, then."

My veneer was seriously drooped down from the prolonged usage of it after the tooth broke eating the bagel. The dentist spent maybe 20 seconds tops as he took out the rotted tooth and then plucked the roots! So much for getting the rest of the day off due to pain and discomfort!

I did find out my other front tooth (inside a 16-year-old veneer) must also be removed due to decay. They wanted to do both today and start the process for me either getting a partial, a bridge or implants, but I told them I wanted to wait until the first of the year when my Delta Dental insurance is re-upped. I already spent this year's allotment on a root canal and crown as well as a teeth-cleaning.

I'm now trying to imagine how it's going to go with me talking and smiling in front of customers at my job with no front tooth! I actually look like I'm wearing one of those cheap fake wax-made denture-like gag tricks that make a person look like a hobo or backwoods hillbilly. I mean, it's a big gap!  

There was no laughing gas with this extraction (the last one was a molar and had lots of stuff involved) but, thanks to reliving the last tooth-pulling through yesterday's repost of my 2022 entry, I did think about my cycling days and the music I listened to.

Somehow, I never got the idea of playing music while cycling until I was at least a junior at Ohio State! I suddenly realized that if I put my Sony Walkman cassette player into a cycling storage bag that sat between my two handlebars I could comfortably draw up an extra-long headphone set to my ears as I sat on the bike. What a concept!

I remember I didn't invest in many cassettes for some reason (I probably didn't want to spend the money and I know I rarely went into a record store before I moved to Chicago and then got addicted to going to second-hand record stores) and so I relied on a handful of all-male artists (I never had any females for some reason!) that I listened to over and over and over and over.

Here's a list as I remember it and don't ask me what albums they were, but I can tell you they were all popular at one time:

Christopher Cross, Dan Fogelberg, Steve Winwood, Jackson Browne, Kenny Loggins, Paul Simon, Bruce Hornsby & The Range and Cat Stevens.

A song that I loved as a love song was Fogelberg's "Longer."

Here are the lyrics and promise to get back at NYC notes, etc. tomorrow:

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you

Stronger than any mountain cathedral
Truer than any tree ever grew
Deeper than any forest primeval
I am in love with you

I'll bring fire in the winters
You'll send showers in the springs
We'll fly through the falls and summers
With love on our wings

Through the years, as the fire starts to mellow
Burning lines in the book of our lives
Though the binding cracks and the pages start to yellow
I'll be in love with you
I'll be in love with you

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you

Thursday, October 29, 2026

Forever memento of NYC trip

I get my front tooth pulled early in the morning. It's been some week (as in eight days now!) of dealing with it getting looser and looser to the point now where it feels like it's hanging on by a thread but I can't tell because of the veneer that's still stuck to it.

I have been able to get a laugh from more than a few co-workers, customers, etc., as I tell them about the big authentic poppy seed NY bagel toasted with a thick smathering of scallion cream cheese that is to blame.

I won't even go into why it's taken so long for dental attention but, of course, it has to do with work.

Here is post from last time I had a tooth pulled in January of 2022 and promise to get back on track tomorrow. The tooth has become an all-consuming thing as I went to work as usual today.

It is said Fanny Crosby wrote some of her best-known hymns simply as gifts or letters to friends, and some were even written as sort of a diary entry to herself.

"Songs like Safe in the Arms of Jesus connected with others who were grieving because she was able to put words to the personal pain she and her husband experienced after their baby died, while offering the hope of looking heavenward," explains an essay online. "Because of Fanny's prolific ability to write poetry and verse, she was introduced to and privileged to work with several very influential composers. Each noted her uncanny ability to hear a melody and quickly match deep and thoughtful lyrics to their tunes." 

For her 1875 hymn, Savior, More Than Life to Me, the tune was composed by William Howard Doane, who sent the melody to Crosby, requesting that she provide some words on the theme of "every day and hour." Her lyrics:

  1. Savior, more than life to me,
    I am clinging, clinging, close to Thee;
    Let Thy precious blood applied,
    Keep me ever, ever near Thy side.
    • Refrain:
      Every day, every hour,
      Let me feel Thy cleansing pow’r;
      May Thy tender love to me
      Bind me closer, closer, Lord to Thee.
  2. Through this changing world below,
    Lead me gently, gently as I go;
    Trusting Thee, I cannot stray,
    I can never, never lose my way.
  3. Let me love Thee more and more,
    Till this fleeting, fleeting life is o’er;
    Till my soul is lost in love,
    In a brighter, brighter world above.
  4. *****
  5. When I went in for oral surgery, I remember being down. It was a super-cold week and I had been in excruciating pain from a tooth infection, taking over-the-counter painkillers nonstop, which made me constipated.
  6. Anyway, just before the hygienist started administering laughing gas, she asked me what kind of music I would like to hear piped into the room. I had never been asked this by a dentist of any kind so it took me a second. My first answer was classic rock but I quickly changed it to soft rock.
  7. The music was a nice distraction, but none of it was really meaningful until the very last song that was played before the dentist finished working on my mouth.
  8. It was a tune, one I hadn't heard in a very long time, that I once played over and over and over again as part of an album I had on cassette. I played the cassette on my Walkman when I would go cross-country cycling, something I was very into during my late teens and through my early 20s. It was Christopher Cross' Sailing.
  9. I tell you, it was just what the doctor ordered. In my somewhat altered state I was completely transported back in time, just as if I was pedaling my favorite Raleigh 15-speed up (and cruising down) one of the huge rural hills I used to do all the time in the Endless Mountains of northern Pennsylvania and southern New York State (my first job out of college was as a bureau chief for the Elmira Star-Gazette, recognized as the first Gannett newspaper.)
  10. Here are the lyrics:
  11. Well, it's not far down to paradise
At least it's not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away
And find tranquility
Oh, the canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see, believe me
It's not far to never never land
No reason to pretend
And if the wind is right you can find the joy
Of innocence again
Oh, the canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see, believe me
Sailing
Takes me away to where I've always heard it could be
Just a dream and the wind to carry me
Soon I will be free
Fantasy
It gets the best of me
When I'm sailing
All caught up in the reverie
Every word is a symphony
Won't you believe me?
Sailing
Takes me away to where I've always heard it could be
Just a dream and the wind to carry me
And soon I will be free
Well, it's not far back to sanity
At least it's not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away
And find serenity
Oh, the canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see, really, believe me
Sailing
Takes me away to where I've always heard it could be
Just a dream and the wind to carry me
And soon I will be free

Wednesday, October 28, 2026

With another Halloween upon us . . .

I am in process of new installment on trip to NYC and will post tomorrow--time ran out on me.

I Samuel 28: [6] And when Saul inquired of the LORD, the LORD answered him not, neither by dreams nor by Urim, nor by prophets.

[7] Then said Saul unto his servants, Seek me a woman that hath a familiar spirit, that I may go to her, and inquire of her. And his servants said to him, Behold, there is a woman that hath a familiar spirit at Endor.

Saul is rejected; God is done with this guy. In verse 7, Saul's now going to participate with evil," explains Alex Kurz.

Verse 8: [8] And Saul disguised himself, and put on other raiment, and he went, and two men with him, and they came to the woman by night: and he said, I pray thee, divine unto me by the familiar spirit, and bring me him up, whom I shall name unto thee.

On Halloween, you have all these kids roaming the neighborhood, extorting everybody's household, wearing disguises. I wonder where the Celts and the Druids got the idea of disguising themselves when you're dealing with somebody with a familiar spirit who's interested in conjuring up the souls of the dead. Personally, I think somebody stole it from I Samuel 28:8.

Saul put on a costume before he made contact with this witch. As a type, you know what the king of Israel is doing? He's hiding his identity. He's at a horrible point where he's really wickedly insane due to chronic rebellion; his hardheartedness.

There's a lot of typology (the Lord uses types, shadows and figures in teaching the nation Israel) in verse 8 about the nighttime. He takes off his identity and now he's going to join the unfruitful works of darkness. 

Verse 9: [9] And the woman said unto him, Behold, thou knowest what Saul hath done, how he hath cut off those that have familiar spirits, and the wizards, out of the land: wherefore then layest thou a snare for my life, to cause me to die?

Historically, God called the Gentiles "snares." Kind of interesting. The tables are turned on Saul and he is now taking up this sad identity. He's becoming a substitute for the witch. He's becoming the witch! He's doing everything the pagans did--the witches and the warlocks and so on.

The Lord's view of Saul is, "You're the necromancer." Gentiles were always called snares, thorns and thistles to the nation of Israel, and Saul is a pagan. I'm not going to say he's acting like one, because in chapter 28 he IS a pagan at this juncture.

Verse 10: [10] And Saul sware to her by the LORD, saying, As the LORD liveth, there shall no punishment happen to thee for this thing.

The Lord said 'thou shalt not use the Lord's name in vain,' and that's what it means. That means you don't swear an oath using the Lord's name.

By the way, Saul's a false prophet. We know from I Samuel 18:10 that Saul is a prophet. What he's doing is saying, 'I swear to God.'

What's fascinating is the witch is not put to death; Saul is. There's a dynamic here. God is communicating something to Saul about who he now is.

Verses 11-12: [11] Then said the woman, Whom shall I bring up unto thee? And he said, Bring me up Samuel. [12] And when the woman saw Samuel, she cried with a loud voice: and the woman spake to Saul, saying, Why hast thou deceived me? for thou art Saul.

I do not believe this witch had any supernatural power to call anyone, let alone Samuel, out from the dead. I Samuel 2:6 says, [6] The LORD killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up.

No human being has a supernatural capacity to conjure up the souls of the dead. My opinion is a familiar spirit, they do COUNTERFEIT someone's identity, but they don't have the supernatural capacity to call someone out of hell, or for that matter, Samuel who is Abraham's bosom.

Notice what Samuel says to Saul in verse 15: [15] And Samuel said to Saul, Why hast thou disquieted me, to bring me up? And Saul answered, I am sore distressed; for the Philistines make war against me, and God is departed from me, and answereth me no more, neither by prophets, nor by dreams: therefore I have called thee, that thou mayest make known unto me what I shall do.

Samuel isn't giving the witch any credit. He's saying, "You, Saul, you're the necromancer, you're the wizard who has dsquieted me."

The Bible view is this woman's really a nobody and Saul is held fully responsible for what's taking place.

Going back to verse 12, when it says 'the woman cried with a loud voice,' something happened which she never witnessed before. Guess who really is coming up from the dead? It's Samuel.

She screams in terror. The loud voice is evidence that suggests this was out of the normal; it was extraordinary.

Verse 13: [13] And the king said unto her, Be not afraid: for what sawest thou? And the woman said unto Saul, I saw gods ascending out of the earth.

No indication she was terrified by that. Personally, I wonder if she was used to seeing this. If she is a medium with familiar spirits, she's making contact with fallen angels.

There are good gods (small g) and there are bad gods (small g). This woman doesn't appear to be terrorized by the gods; she reacts to seeing Samuel. This is a miracle God is performing, not by the witch but in spite of the witch. She's not the issue here.

It's interesting that she says, "I saw gods ascending out of the earth." There are passages in the Bible showing a correlation between the spiritual realm and the physical realm and I take this as she's familiar with seeing these entities coming up out of the earth.

Psalm 83:1-8 lists the 10-nation confederacy the Antichrist will lead against the extermination of God's people, Israel. These 10 nations are under 10 kings (the 10 toes) who are not ordinary human beings. They're actually fallen angels. They're made of iron and they're trying to mix with clay.

Verse 9-10: [9] Do unto them as unto the Midianites; as to Sisera, as to Jabin, at the brook of Kison:

[10] Which perished at Endor: they became as dung for the earth.

Think about that for a second. Here is a prophecy regarding the future 10-nation confederacy under the command and leadership of the Antichrist. When you talk about the gods, you're talking about these fallen entities and what we have is this appeal, "Destroy them."

Why Endor? What happened at Endor?

Judges 5:19-20: [19] The kings came and fought, then fought the kings of Canaan in Taanach by the waters of Megiddo; they took no gain of money.

[20] They fought from heaven; the stars in their courses fought against Sisera.

These are fallen angels. There's some wild, bizarre activity that's taking place in the stars that influences and impacts the battle taking place on the earth.

I kind of wonder, well, because of the impending battle and potential destruction of the nation of Israel, is there this unseen Satanic activity just as we witness here in Judges 5.

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From daemon to Beersheba

“Satan, the real master of the New Age, delights in mysterious code words and phrases because they allow his agents, when questioned, to escape public censure by hiding behind a verbal mirage.”
-- Texe Marrs, author of Dark Secrets of the New Age.
 
Much of the New Age plot behind the “modern versions” of the Bible is accomplished through either omitting or changing God’s use of phrases and words—including the connotations of words—to make verses support Satan’s cause.
 
One of hundreds of great examples is the change of the word “devils” to “demons” in the New King James Version, along with the other corrupt bibles published since the King James Bible.
 
In Webster’s dictionary, “demon” is defined as “a tutelary divinity,” while the word “devil” comes with the explanation, “In Jewish and Christian theology, the personal supreme spirit of evil and unrighteousness.”
 
Madame H.P. Blavatsky, founder of the Theosophical Society and recognized as “the mother of the New Age Movement,” once wrote:
 
“[T]he Church is wrong in calling them Devils. . .[T]he word demon however, as in the case of Socrates, and in the spirit of meaning given to it by the whole of antiquity, stand[s] for the Guardian Spirit or Angel, not a Devil of Satanic descent as Theology would have it. . . Demons is a very loose word to use, as it applies to. . . minor Gods;. . .there are no devils.”
 
Indeed, in The Theosophical Dictionary, demon is said to have “a meaning identical with that of ‘god’, ‘angel’ or ‘genius’. Under the word “demon” in The Encyclopedia of Occultism & Parapsychology, Socrates is quoted as saying, “[A] voice has been heard by me throughout my life. . . I call it a God or a daemon.”
 
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To the Greeks, the word “daemon” meant “demigod” and Socrates taught that a daemon was a “spiritual something that put him on the road to wisdom.”
 
In her 1993 book, New Age Bible Versions, author Gail Riplinger writes, “All of the world’s religions, except biblical Christianity and Judaism, believe that those entities which the Bible calls evil spirits are demigods, worthy of veneration or placation.
 
“In the West, New Agers are told that Nathaniel Hawthorne, ‘ascribe[s] some measure of importance and success to his prompt obedience to the wise Daemon’s direction.’ Eastward, Buddhists tell of ‘good demons,’ mosri sho shu and mischievous demons, nushi sho shu. . .
 
“By switching to the globally acceptable ‘demons’, new ‘International’ versions follow their admitted philosophy of choosing words which ‘allow each reader to decide for himself’ what a verse means. God, however, has already decided. . .
 
“(New Testament) Greek dabblers may jump to the floor with reference to the Greek’s use of both diabolos and daemonium to refer to Satan and the devils, respectively. Any objection to translating two different Greek words as one English word fails disastrously since new version editors themselves translate two different Hebrew words, shed and sair, as one word ‘demon’.
 
“Scholars who live in glass houses should refrain from throwing ‘original language’ stones, particularly when their house of cards appears to have been designed by a New Age architect.”

Tuesday, October 27, 2026

'Yeah, we'll fly to the east, we'll fly to the west'

The last time I was on a plane before my trip to NYC last week was in 2017. I had a business trip to Miami, Fla. on a freelance assignment for a magazine covering the commercial printing industry.

The thing that made it such an interesting trip is there was suddenly a hurricane threatening to make a direct hit and all flights were cancelled.  As a result, I got a last-minute room at a hotel in South Beach that had a great view of the ocean!

The room had a microwave and I was able to buy a NY-style pizza nearby in the early-afternoon hours leading up to the storm's expected arrival at night, which never happened thank goodness.

In the evening, looking out the windows at the stormy sea, at the same time glued to the TV to see the latest storm-tracking, I had the peaceful thought of, "I can't think of a better way to weather a storm."

Miami has always been what I've named as my sentimental "favorite place on earth." It's where some of my earliest memories go back from when my dad took us there as little kids for our summer vacations.

It's also where we first left the U.S. to become missionaries, first in Costa Rica and then on the edge of the Amazon jungles in Shell, Ecuador. My dad actually left his convertible Cadillac with a missionary family just outside of Miami and came back to find they didn't protect it from sea salt, etc., and it was showing signs of rusting.

Writing yesterday about my niece kissing the Wall Street Bull, I was reminded of how, at age 8, I actually kissed the linoleum floor at the Miami Airport right after we landed coming back from being missionaries in 1973. I remember being so thrilled to be back in the U.S. To this day, I can't imagine where I ever got the idea to kiss the floor in gratitude.

So, at some point after I was up in the air out of Columbus, Ohio on the morning of October 20, looking down on the hills of Pennsylvania (where I once lived as a bureau chief for the Elmira Star-Gazette) from a beautiful blue sky with fluffy white clouds, I thought of this old love song from the early '70s by Lighthouse, entitled "One Fine Morning," and how it made me think of our future as Believers:

The lyrics include, "And on that mornin' when I wake up

I'll see your face inside a cloud
See your smile inside a window
Hear your voice inside a crowd
Calling, "Come with me baby and we'll fly"

Yeah, we'll fly to the east, we'll fly to the west
There'll be no place we can't call our own
Yeah, we'll fly to the north, we'll fly to the south
Every planet will become our home

Yeah, we'll fly-y-y, yeah, we'll fly"

Monday, October 26, 2026

Grabbing Wall Street by the horns and . . .

Before this past week, the last time I got up-close to the massive bronze Wall Street Bull sculpture was when my sister and her 9-year-old daughter visited me. It was about a year after 9/11, on a Sunday afternoon following a rainstorm, and all of the Financial District was practically empty. There was nobody else even interested in the Bull whatsoever and we had it to ourselves.

The snapshot I still have, taken by my sister, is of my niece kissing the bull's cheek, as in "kissing the calf" (Book of Hosea), I guess? I've always wondered how she got the idea to do that.

This time, on a beautiful clear Thursday afternoon in the low 70s, the cobblestone street the Bull sits on could not have been more packed. Not only was there a line in front of the Bull for people wanting to pose for cell-phone snaps but, get this, there was an even bigger line for the Bull's behind!

Yes, tourists from Europe mostly, and then some from Asia and elsewhere, were waiting to be able to sit underneath the Bull's backside and have their picture taken grabbing the Bull's testicles!!! 

Even older and somewhat overweight people struggling to crouch to the ground and sit on the pavement for such a snapshot, shooting out both their hands to fully grasp his "stuff," were determined to get underneath him.

All of them, from what I saw, had big grins on their face as they were photographed with the 7,100-lb. bull that's supposed to symbolize "financial optimism and resilience."

Here's an old post and will have new article tomorrow.

From Bible passages in Ezekiel 1 and 10 and Revelation 4 it is clear the OX is a representative of the cherub who is Satan.

“Folks, people talk about the devil having two horns--the two horns are the horns of an ox!” says Richard Jordan. “People go around making signs with their two fingers—peace, victory, all that kind of stuff—and that’s the devil.”

An entry to Wikipedia under the heading “Sign of the horns,” “Gene Simmons of the rock group Kiss attempted to claim the ‘devil horns’ hand gesture for his own. According to CBS News, ‘Simmons filed an application Friday, June 16, 2017 with the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office for a trademark on the hand gesture he regularly uses during concerts and public appearances - thumb, index and pinky fingers extended, with the middle and ring fingers folded down. According to Simmons, this hand gesture was first used in commerce - by him - on Nov. 14, 1974. He is claiming the hand gesture should be trademarked for ‘entertainment, namely live performances by a musical artist [and] personal appearances by a musical artist.’ Simmons abandoned this application on June 21, 2017.” 

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"Do you remember in Genesis 3 when God talked to the serpent and told him he was going to be cursed above all the cattle of the field?” continues Jordan. “People come along and say, ‘Well, see, your Bible’s not very scientific. It doesn’t know the difference between a reptile and a cattle.’

"Well, my dear friend, you just haven’t studied far enough! There’s a revelation there that science can’t pick up on and botany and biology can’t get! That tells you that the serpent standing there was cattle—he was an ox!”

In what has to be one of the most famous Bible passages of all, Genesis 3:13-15 reads,  [13] And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat.
[14] And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:
[15] And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

"When that serpent stood there talking to Eve do you think that was a snake standing there?" says Jordan. "Did you ever read in Matthew where Jesus told the Pharisees, the religious leaders of Israel, ‘Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?’

“He called them serpents and they weren’t snakes. They were men who had the CHARACTER, the nature, the spiritual status of ‘your father the devil.’ You see, He’s talking about the character.

“Lucifer was a cherub. In his fallen nature, he was a good-looking dude, able to transform himself into an angel of light. But his nature was that of a serpent; that dragon of Revelation 12.

“When Jesus Christ is called 'the lamb of God,’ do you think He’s a four-legged ‘baa’? Sheep with fleece on His back? When it refers to Herod as 'that fox,’ do you think he was a four-legged animal with a fluffy tail? No, these are terms that describe the character. The essence of the personality.

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“In Ezekiel, those descriptions of those beasts, those living creatures around the throne of God, identify the cherub as an ox who is a cattle.

"Yeah, there’s stuff going on way deeper than what’s on the surface. But if you don’t study your Bible as a Bible-believer, you’re never going to get that. You going to stumble on the surface stuff, stump your toe and run out ‘Aumph, Aumph, Aumph,’ all the way home. Or you’re going to give your Bible the benefit of the doubt and keep reading; you’ll find those answers.

“Look at the rest of that verse in Genesis 3:14: ‘and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life.’

“Now, when God says ‘upon thy belly shalt thou go,’ He’s not talking about slithering around with no legs; it’s not that at all. We got an old saying Down South, ‘He’s lower than a snake’s belly in a wagon rut.’ I mean, when you’re on your belly, you’re as low as you can possibly get. Every other creature is above you.

“God’s saying, ‘Satan, you’re going to be the lowest of the low.’ What did he want to be? He wanted to be like the Most High, but he’s going to be the Most Low and there’s going to be a war that goes on.

“When verse 15 says, ‘And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel,’ there’s going to be a war between the Most Low and the Most High.

"God tells Adam and Eve in verse 19, 'In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.'

“You know what you’re made out of? You’re made out of dust, dirt. With this stuff that transpired with Adam and Eve, God said to Satan, ‘You’re the lowest of the low and you’re going to consume man. If man’s left to himself, you’re going to eat him alive.’ Satan’s going to devour man’s body.

“Can I tell you that sin destroys you. There is no free sin. There’s a ‘pay day some day.’ Now, that thing about dust . . .

“Look at the account in Luke 13: [11] And, behold, there was a woman which had a spirit of infirmity eighteen years, and was bowed together, and could in no wise lift up herself.
[12] And when Jesus saw her, he called her to him, and said unto her, Woman, thou art loosed from thine infirmity.
[13] And he laid his hands on her: and immediately she was made straight, and glorified God.

“When it says she’s ‘bowed together’ that means she’s bent over and can’t lift herself up. When you’re bowed down like that what are you looking at? You’re looking at your feet and the dust. Dust was all the woman could see. All she could see herself as was the devil’s food.

“That’s where Israel was and the only thing that could redeem her from that dust consciousness that she lived with for the 18 years, and she spent all her money on trying to get healed, was the Lord Jesus Christ when virtue went out of Him.

Sunday, October 25, 2026

In a NY 'altered' state of mind?!

I realized the only way I'm going to effectively report on my trip to NYC is to just let loose with the cryptic notes I took, evaluating my latest insights as I recollect more from my initial observations.

I'm always someone who waits to pack for a trip at the very LAST minute (like I'm going off to war) and tries to carry as little as absolutely possible, forgoing most all makeup (outside of foundation, rouge, lipstick), hair products, jewelry, footwear, etc., etc.

Thankfully I knew to pack for NYC as usual--light and tight. This was made easier than ever thanks to my green Marmot hiker's backpack I bought during COVID when I was invited by my sister-in-law to hike Daniel Boone National Forest in Tennessee through the Sheltowee Trace club. It could not have been a more perfect choice with all its many compartments and flexible fabric.

While I arrived in NYC wearing a plain black V-neck T-shirt, the next day I wore a T-shirt my mom got me several years ago (for my birthday but I hardly EVER wear it because it's not really my style) that I threw in on a whim at the last minute.

It's a black top with a blue-colored night scene from Paris with a sequin-studded Eiffel Tower in a cityscape and the designer's name "KARL LAGERFELD" in bold letters across the top and "PARIS" in the same style written at the bottom.

This could not have triggered more attention, maybe because of the riots going on in Paris?! It was uncanny how many double-takes I got from, get this, French tourists who were there in droves compared to when I lived in NYC (1999-2007).


Not only did the T-shirt get looks but it got plenty of offers from the many paid people selling double-decker bus tours as well as the many, many pedi-cab drivers who didn't exist in the days of mayors Guiliani and Bloomberg 20 years ago. I guess I had "TOURIST" written all over me!

So, what I've got to report is midtown Manhattan (including where I used to live in Hell's Kitchen at 48th and 10th) has been completely, 100% discovered! It was jam-packed with tourists whose origins, I feel confident to say, are from around the world.

I saw tons of people, for example, who looked like they were South American, Central American, Chinese and European from every which way. It was WAY, WAY beyond anything I ever saw when I lived in NYC.

It really was like all of the world's peoples were represented on that little island, one way or another, either working there, coming in from other boroughs, etc., or just plain visiting from other countries. I can't even relay to you the extent of it!

What really made me stand up and take notice is there was no threat of safety whatsoever the ENTIRE time I was there no matter where I was!

I've never experienced Manhattan feeling this safe and I either took the subway or walked--I never once took a cab, which has always been my preferred style as much as I used to love a good cab ride in the late hours of the evening or when I had a business trip out of LaGuardia early in the morning.

I know I'm using a lot of exclamation points, but I don't know how else to describe what I witnessed on October 20-23 in 2026. Maybe next week it will be comparatively empty?! I don't think so with Halloween on its way as well as temperatures in the low-70s! Yikes!

It really was like nothing I've ever seen anywhere at any time in my life and it was all completely peaceful, as in almost no yelling homeless people or people arguing with each other, etc., etc.

Now, here comes the always-wondering journalist in me. For several years now I've heard FOX News (my mom's "radio" during the day everyday like clockwork) personalities talking about the persistent smell of marijuana when walking in Manhattan.

What I found, and mind you I had not been back since 2014, is they are NOT kidding! There were times in the Times Square area, for example, that I would say it absolutely reeked of marijuana!

I don't even know how that's possible because it permeated everything! It was like it was being pumped into the air it was that thick and prevalent as a smell! I remember thinking, "Could people possibly be getting what they call a second-hand high from all this?!"

(will pick up with NYC visit tomorrow for certain)

Here is more from post on 10/19/25 entitled “Products of our childhood”:

The biggest takeaway trip to my hometown of Loudonville, OH on October 17 is that I knew I was really going home--like no other place I've ever lived.

After all, having moved there from Akron at age 10 and not leaving until going away to college at 18, it’s where I really became me--my personality, my convictions, my affinities, my dreams, on and on.

Getting off at the Sunbury exit of I-71N is when the journey home, after a 24-year absence, really started to take hold of me.

Despite all the retail and housing development, I knew old Route 36 from the many, many times I’d traveled between Loudonville and Columbus over the years, most especially after I got my first car (a used Plymouth Horizon hatchback) my junior year at Ohio State and could drive home whenever I wanted.

The first town to grab me was Centerburg, which still has the sign at the village limits to tell you it’s the “Geographical Center of Ohio.” More than a few times I rode my bike all the way to Centerburg before heading back home on a real hilly Route 3. This was soon after I first got serious about cross-country cycling my senior year of high school.

Next up was Mt. Vernon (settled in 1805), “America’s Hometown,” as recognized on its town entry sign. I remember when there was an entry sign letting you know it was the “Home of Paul Lynde,” a comedian (Uncle Arthur from Bewitched and the “center square” on The Hollywood Squares game show) who always portrayed himself as being effeminate. Among many historical buildings in downtown Mt. Vernon is an opera house that is the oldest of its kind in America.

I was near-mesmerized the closer I got to Loudonville and the sentimental emotions washed over me when I saw the little old stone Zion Lutheran church that sits on a hilltop right next to the road near Jelloway, OH, which is 9 miles from Loudonville.

How many times I would ride my bike to this church as my intended destination before turning back home. I would often get off my bike there and sit on the front stoop, drinking water and resting.

Harnessing what's hidden in Christ

(sorry for delays and will have a new article this evening)

Paul writes in Colossians 3: [24] Knowing that of the Lord ye shall receive the reward of the inheritance: for ye serve the Lord Christ.
“Simplicity is truth’s most becoming garb; it doesn’t have to get all complicated. Every time Paul talks about an inheritance, he never puts an ‘s’ on that word even one time," says Richard Jordan.
"As far as Paul’s concerned there’s only one inheritance. That one inheritance is distributed based upon the capacity; there’s what he calls ‘the reward of the inheritance.’
“There are various positions, stations, responsibilities in the inheritance, but it’s still just the one inheritance.
“The issue of reigning with Christ is not the elitist, political reigning that you’re so familiar with; like what Jesus talks about in Mark 10 where you reign like the Gentiles, just having power and being in control and being boss.
“You look at our government today. Some of you older people can remember when we had what we’re called 'statesmen.' You don’t have any of those today.
“I get such a kick out of these guys when they talk about ‘gridlock.’ The president says, ‘I can’t get the Republicans to do anything,' and the Republicans say, ‘We can’t get anything done because of the Democrats.’ All they mean is the other guy won’t capitulate to do what I want. That’s all they’re talking about: ‘We want to reign.’
“So instead of seeing people lead your nation who are grateful for the privilege to serve, you have people who are grabbers of power and want the power to force people to do what they want done. Jesus said, ‘That’s not the way my kingdom works; that’s not the way ruling for God works.’
“You see, having God’s life is to have a life that always just instinctively lives for the benefit of others, never for itself. The Father finds all His pleasure in His Son. When you exalt the Son, who do you exalt? The Father.
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“In our situation we’ve been given the same kind of mandate that Adam had, only to do it in the heavenly realm.
“What He gave man on the earth is the example; the visible representation of what our function in the heavens is going to be. We’re going to be in a different dimension but the purpose, the activity, the mandate there is the same as the mandate here. We’re to go there and have dominion just as Adam was to have dominion here. We’re going to do it through the same kind of procedure—the discovering of wisdom, knowledge and understanding and the application of it.
“Colossians 1:9 says, ‘For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to desire that ye might be filled with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding.’
“Look at chapter two verse two: That their hearts might be comforted, being knit together in love, and unto all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the acknowledgement of the mystery of God, and of the Father, and of Christ;
[3] In whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.
“You see, our job is do just like Adam. God had hidden all these treasures in creation and Adam was to go out and harness that. Our privilege is to find the wisdom, understanding, knowledge that’s hidden in Christ; to harness that and then to put it on display.
“That’s what that thing is in Ephesians 2:7: ‘That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus.’
“That’s the exceeding riches where you take that peach and wind up with peach a la mode. What we’re doing is digging out all that hidden wisdom and riches God has put there in Christ and you just develop this entrepreneurial reigning of a servant. It’s sonship service.

*****
“It’s always fascinated me how the Book of Mark starts out. The only one of the synoptic gospels that starts out saying Jesus is the Son of God is the one that’s going to present Him as the servant.
“So what you’re going to see in Mark is the sonship service that the Messiah accomplishes. What is that? That’s simply the service that the Son, an adult in the family, understands the Father’s will and is out carrying on the Father’s business. Not doing His own will; doing the Father’s will.
“And everything He does (‘The words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works.’) He’s just extracting out of the wisdom, knowledge and understanding God has put there and developing the capacity to do that.
“His plan was for Adam to go out among the trees and discover that and then to extract it out of creation to develop technologies that give Him the opportunity to take creation and make it work.
“An entrepreneur is somebody who takes something and makes new things out of it that add value to what’s already there.”  

Saturday, October 24, 2026

Back in my own bed after odyssey 3-night visit to NYC

Just got in the door at home from my trip to NYC. It's 2:15 a.m. Due to announced delays (three of them adding up to a 4-hour delay by Delta in which the pilot told us he wasn't even made aware of what caused it!) my itinerary got completely messed up and I was without Wi-Fi until now.

So, sure feel shell-shocked from my whirlwind time in Manhattan. There was so much to see that I didn't even get to Brooklyn. Will start sharing my observations about what's changed there (and it's a lot!) later today.

By the way, my front tooth has just gotten looser and I didn't dare risk a pastrami or corned beef on rye from the Carnegie Deli or Second Avenue Deli or Sarge's or Junior's, or Russ & Daughters, or Barney Greenblatt, etc. What a major bummer!


Thursday, October 22, 2026

As song says, 'Back to life, back to reality'

Time's run out on my trip. Will post tomorrow morning before I head to the airport. In meantime:

The most provoking, agitating thing that could have ever happened to Satan and his policy of evil was to see the leader of his whole rebellion, Paul, saved in Acts 9.

Can you imagine how he felt about that? “I got me a guy leading the rebellion, head and shoulders committed to it, and ‘bang!’—that wasn’t supposed to happen! Where’s that in the program?!” says Richard Jordan.

It’s not; not in the prophetic program. That guy was supposed to lead the whole thing. All of a sudden, “BINGO” there goes . . . And everything from Acts 7 on in the Book of Acts shows that prophetic program has been interrupted.

In fact, in Acts 9 it says all those kingdom churches had “rest.” They weren’t supposed to have rest; they were supposed to have turmoil. Why did they have rest? Because the leader of Satan’s persecution had been converted and Satan's whole campaign had been thwarted.

*****

Here's the excerpt from Pope Leo's first speech after his appointment:

"Therefore, without fear, united, hand in hand with God and with one another, let us move forward. We are disciples of Christ, Christ goes before us; the world needs His light, humanity needs Him as a bridge to be reached by God and His love. Help us as well—help one another—to build bridges through dialogue, through encounter, uniting everyone to be one single people always in peace."

I thought of this post:

It's always the female in the Bible. Her, she, her, she. God identifies an enemy as being a female deity. Historically it's the mother-son cult. With the Phoenicians it was Ashteroth and her son Tammuz. In Egyptian history she's called Isis. In Greek culture she's Aphrodite and in Roman culture she's Venus.

"Today she's called Mary. Is Mary an issue in the land of Shinar today? Is she a prominent figure in Islam? Mary is mentioned 34 times in the Koran. She's called 'the greatest of all women.'

"No other woman in the Koran is named except Mary. In fact, Sura 19 in the Koran is actually named after Mary. You see how culture will adopt and absorb?" says Alex Kurz.

"People argue, 'We don't worship Ashteroth!' Well, if you're worshipping Mary, where did it come from? Do Muslims really venerate Mary?

"The Koran teaches that Mary 'was born without the touch of Satan.' There are two people that's said of: Mary and Jesus, momma and son.

"Jesus is always called the 'son of Mary' in the Koran. He is never called the son of God. Why? Those two people are said to be born without the touch of Satan.

"There are Muslim theologians who say that term means she was born sinless. We know the religious system that believes Mary was born without sin. Out of the Koran they believe she 'kept her chastity.' In other words, she's a virgin.

"The Koran teaches that Mary is a sign to mankind. Mary, in Islam, is called the 'queen of saints.' She's called 'our lady.' There is in the land of Shinar in the Middle East--Mary, after the death and burial of Jesus Christ, moves to Turkey. There is a shrine called the 'House of Mary' in Ephesus in Turkey. According to tradition, this is where Mary spent the last years of her life.

"Where's Satan's seat in the Book of Revelation? Turkey. You've heard of 'Our Lady of Fatima.' Fatima is in Portugal. Did you know the Muslims dominated Portugal for centuries. You know where the name comes from? Mohammed's favorite daughter was Fatima.

"This site in Portugal is one of the most visited sites among Muslims. They believe in signs, wonders and miracles. You've heard of these Marian apparitions where supposedly signs, wonders and healings occur. You know that Muslims believe that?

"There are sites all over the Middle East that are believed to have this connection with Mary; they're called Marian sites and they're in Turkey, Syria, Iraq, Iran, Egypt.

"There's a book written by Monsignor Luigi, a diplomat for the Vatican who spent years in the Muslim world and believes 'Mary is the bridge and the link between Islam and Christianity.'

"He writes: 'Further proof is found in the pilgrimage that Muslims have made for centuries to Marian shrines in the Middle East.' Damascus, Morocco, Algeria, Casablanca, Algiers.

"There was a site in Egypt where supposedly Mary appeared over a few weeks period of time to perhaps 2 million Muslims.

"Ultimately, Revelation 17, there's this fascination with a woman connected to Baal worship that manifests itself in different shades and flavors in human history. Is Mary going to be the bridge that brings together East and West?"

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Revelation 17:3: [3] So he carried me away in the spirit into the wilderness: and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet coloured beast, full of names of blasphemy, having seven heads and ten horns. 

"We've said so much about the area all of this is focused on. It's that wilderness area; it's called the 'island of the sea.'

"It's that Middle East area, beginning with northeast Turkey, extending down to Egypt, going all the way over to the Persian Gulf, following the Euphrates River.

"In human history, beginning in Genesis, we have the worship of the sun, the sun god representing Nimrod, which morphed into Baal worship. There's also in history the worship of the moon.

"In the Bible that moon represents Ashteroth. What you learn in this Babylonian tradition is that Baal and Ashteroth have a son named Tammuz. Interestingly enough, Tammuz, who is born via virgin birth by Ashteroth, is considered the reincarnation of Baal. In other words, the son that the virgin Ashteroth produces is really Baal incarnate.

"That whole concept of God enfleshing Himself has its origins in Genesis 10 and 11. You say, 'Wait a minute, it isn't until God promises the nation of Israel Immanuel--you know, God with us.'

"Sometimes we've got to give Satan a little more credit than we do. Genesis 3:15: [15] And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

"This is the verse in which Satan launches his counterfeit plan and policy of evil. God is promising that the woman is going to produce a seed and that that seed, ultimately, is going to crush Satan.

"So guess what Satan now launches in answer to God's threat of a woman? Verse 15 actually tells us. In human history we see this infatuation--there is a mother-child cult that has its origins back there in Genesis 3. We see different names given to her.

"Satan has his own counterfeit seed that ultimately is going to culminate out there in the 70th Week. As you examine the issues, practices, behaviors, rituals and rites of Baal worship, this is nothing new under the sun.

"Ashteroth who, by virgin birth, has a son; the son is the incarnation of his father in human flesh. Isn't that what Jehovah God promises and does fulfill when He said, 'I'm going to indwell human flesh'? All of that stuff was already believed in the pagan form."